People. Fucking people. I don't even know where to start
You CANNOT and WILL NOT fuck around with my friends because I am not afraid to deck someone twice my size. I would kill for those ladies. And don't try to fucking belittle me because i'm better then you. "Oh yeah? whats gonna happen to you guys after high school?"
Fuck you. I'm not worried. These ladies make my life complete. And fucking, you should be scared. And no, I'm not gonna sic anyone on you. I'm handling this myself. Fucking "post childhood shit". First of all, that doesnt make sense. Second of all, YOU CAN NOT FUCK AROUND WITH MY FRIENDS AND GET AWAY WITH IT. ITS JUST NOT GONNA FUCKING HAPPEN. Get that through your goddamn head. These aren't idle threats. I will kick the shit out of you without any hesitation. Fucking, good job. Screw my friend over, talk shit about her, and then talk shit about me and expect me not to say something? Thats not how it works. I'm a fucking bitch and I'm even worse when I have a real reason to be one. So fuck you. You don't worry me that much though because I know I can take you. I can make your life hell.
Hey, GHS, the people in you suck. Fucking, shut the hell up. Get a fucking life and talk about that instead of mine. Really, I'm not any of your fucking business. Don't give me dirty looks, don't fucking exaggerate my life, just FUCK OFF. If you have a problem with me, grow a set and say something to me. You people disgust me. You are all shallow, backstabbing assholes. Grow the fuck up. Its called my life for a reason. Because ... hmm ... its MY life. If it was any of your damn concern it'd be called OUR life. But... fucking, wow, its not called that now is it?
Your supposed to be my best friend. I don't care that you have a girlfriend, but get a better one. You are so much better then her fucking making you feel bad for her bullshit. And not only that, but you ignore me. I confront you about it and cry about it and you apologize. And everytime I believe you. And everytime it changes. For a day or two. Then it just fucking goes back to bullshit. I love you so fucking much. Why don't you love me anymore? You and her are gonna break up, and even if we havnt talked in months and I cry every night because I miss you, I will still be there. I won't say I told you so. I'll tell you its gonna be alright. Where are you when I need you? Was I just your time filler between girlfriends? Because if so, fucking tell me. I'm not gonna lie and say i won't be pissed, but I'll get over it the quicker you tell me. Why do you do this to me? You said you loved me. I miss you.
And you! you fucking told me you cared about me. You said you'd try for me. You said you wanted to be with me. And its all bullshit. Its all bullshit. I try to be understanding, I try to let it go, but getting blown off 100 times in a row gets me kind of upset. And now you don't want to see me. You just want to give me up. If you cared you wouldn't just give me up. I sure as hell don't wanna just give you up. But you don't care. I think your just afraid to hurt me... the truth hurts for a bit, but lies burn and burn and burn. I just want to see you, like you said you just wanted to see me. The only difference is that I mean it. Why can't you just be honest with me? I miss you so much. I just...I don't even know anymore. I miss you. Thats all I can say I guess. But I can't tell you that. How do you expect me to believe you care about me after all this? How do you expect me to believe you aren't just like everyone else? You are just like everyone else. And I think that part is the hardest for me to swallow. I wanted you to be different.
I'm sorry that you can't handle who I am.
I'm sorry that it came to me hating everyone so much.
I'm sorry that you suck.
I'm sorry that I'm not good enough for you people.
I'm sorry that I'm not who you all fucking want me to be.