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[27 Mar 2006|08:12pm]
he's breaking my heart.

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TAPPED [27 Mar 2006|03:41pm]
so fuck y'all
all y'all
if y'all don't like me
blow me.




anyways. shes tapped. im so angry. theres so many bitches i gotta beat up. im so angry all the time.

i wouldnt be so angry if you people didnt suck so much.

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Sometimes I Feel Like I Could Fall Off The Face Of The Earth...Seems I Do More Harm Then Good [23 Mar 2006|10:26pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

People. Fucking people. I don't even know where to start

You CANNOT and WILL NOT fuck around with my friends because I am not afraid to deck someone twice my size. I would kill for those ladies. And don't try to fucking belittle me because i'm better then you. "Oh yeah? whats gonna happen to you guys after high school?"
Fuck you. I'm not worried. These ladies make my life complete. And fucking, you should be scared. And no, I'm not gonna sic anyone on you. I'm handling this myself. Fucking "post childhood shit". First of all, that doesnt make sense. Second of all, YOU CAN NOT FUCK AROUND WITH MY FRIENDS AND GET AWAY WITH IT. ITS JUST NOT GONNA FUCKING HAPPEN. Get that through your goddamn head. These aren't idle threats. I will kick the shit out of you without any hesitation. Fucking, good job. Screw my friend over, talk shit about her, and then talk shit about me and expect me not to say something? Thats not how it works. I'm a fucking bitch and I'm even worse when I have a real reason to be one. So fuck you. You don't worry me that much though because I know I can take you. I can make your life hell.

Hey, GHS, the people in you suck. Fucking, shut the hell up. Get a fucking life and talk about that instead of mine. Really, I'm not any of your fucking business. Don't give me dirty looks, don't fucking exaggerate my life, just FUCK OFF. If you have a problem with me, grow a set and say something to me. You people disgust me. You are all shallow, backstabbing assholes. Grow the fuck up. Its called my life for a reason. Because ... hmm ... its MY life. If it was any of your damn concern it'd be called OUR life. But... fucking, wow, its not called that now is it?

Your supposed to be my best friend. I don't care that you have a girlfriend, but get a better one. You are so much better then her fucking making you feel bad for her bullshit. And not only that, but you ignore me. I confront you about it and cry about it and you apologize. And everytime I believe you. And everytime it changes. For a day or two. Then it just fucking goes back to bullshit. I love you so fucking much. Why don't you love me anymore? You and her are gonna break up, and even if we havnt talked in months and I cry every night because I miss you, I will still be there. I won't say I told you so. I'll tell you its gonna be alright. Where are you when I need you? Was I just your time filler between girlfriends? Because if so, fucking tell me. I'm not gonna lie and say i won't be pissed, but I'll get over it the quicker you tell me. Why do you do this to me? You said you loved me. I miss you.

And you! you fucking told me you cared about me. You said you'd try for me. You said you wanted to be with me. And its all bullshit. Its all bullshit. I try to be understanding, I try to let it go, but getting blown off 100 times in a row gets me kind of upset. And now you don't want to see me. You just want to give me up. If you cared you wouldn't just give me up. I sure as hell don't wanna just give you up. But you don't care. I think your just afraid to hurt me... the truth hurts for a bit, but lies burn and burn and burn. I just want to see you, like you said you just wanted to see me. The only difference is that I mean it. Why can't you just be honest with me? I miss you so much. I just...I don't even know anymore. I miss you. Thats all I can say I guess. But I can't tell you that. How do you expect me to believe you care about me after all this? How do you expect me to believe you aren't just like everyone else? You are just like everyone else. And I think that part is the hardest for me to swallow. I wanted you to be different.


I'm sorry that you can't handle who I am.
I'm sorry that it came to me hating everyone so much.
I'm sorry that you suck.
I'm sorry that I'm not good enough for you people.
I'm sorry that I'm not who you all fucking want me to be.


Avec Amour.

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Lovin is what I got [21 Mar 2005|05:30pm]
[ mood | complacent ]

The last 3 weekends have been amazing

3 weeks ago, I was with TRoss, GUnit, Pam, and Alexxx.

2 weeks ago I was with Alexxx

This weekend I was with Tyler and Marissa and Cam sitting in a blacklight for hours

So lately, I've been going thru random and sparatic crushes. All of which has faded.

I got a few cds yesterday: Sublime, Static Lullaby, The Matches and Now 18

So in two weeks it'll be American Idol...I'm so excited and I love Jess Barnard.

My life is good lately. I'm just like, I love my friends (new and old) and my family and everything is starting to work out. Its about damn time, huh?

I wanna redo my room. Paint it (I really wanna do black and pink stripes or black and blue stripes.) Put up some good posters (marley of course). Get a computer chair. The usual. I think I can make it pretty sick if I put my mind to it. I wanna redo the office but I doubt madre will let me.

27 days til TBS and Virginia give or take a day or two. Sweet deal I'm gonna say.

 

 

 

Life is sweet.

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survey [20 Mar 2005|01:32pm]

Bold the states you've been to
Underline the states you've lived in
Italicize the state you're in right now

Alabama / Alaska / Arizona / Arkansas / California / Colorado / Connecticut / Delaware / Florida / Georgia / Hawaii / Idaho / Illinois / Indiana / Iowa / Kansas / Kentucky / Louisiana / Maine / Maryland / Massachusetts / Michigan / Minnesota / Mississippi / Missouri / Montana / Nebraska / Nevada / New Hampshire / New Jersey / New Mexico / New York / North Carolina / North Dakota / Ohio / Oklahoma / Oregon / Pennsylvania / Rhode Island / South Carolina / South Dakota / Tennessee / Texas / Utah / Vermont / Virginia / Washington / West Virginia / Wisconsin / Wyoming / Washington D.C /

 

 

 

it mightve forgotten states 

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bold the true things about you [03 Mar 2005|09:53pm]
[ mood | melancholy ]

long surveyCollapse )

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[19 Feb 2005|12:23am]
im sorry that im:
a) such a bitch
b) a horrible sister
c) a horrible person

i hope one day, everyone will forgive me

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dont ask [16 Feb 2005|04:21pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

its so annoying
there is this ridculous tension between us. no i dont mean sexual tension. tension like "oh shit what do i do now" i look at him i feel flashbacks of how it was. He looks back at me and i dont even know what he sees anymore. am i just another girl now? but the looks he gives me are...intense. like maybe i had an impact on him.


should i say something to him? should i smile? should i wave? should i flip him off?

i often turn up my nose, look the other way, and stroll by. He knows i see him and i know he sees me. and i know neither of us know exactly what to do

once hes out of sight i take a deep sigh of relief, as if i was afraid to breathe while near him. and then i shake my head. how did everything go so very wrong?

and i wonder, does he feel the same? im not saying i like him or that he likes me. i just wonder if i affect him the way he affects me.



hmmm

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[14 Feb 2005|06:50pm]

watch me bleedCollapse )

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you are the antidote that gets me by [10 Feb 2005|08:42pm]
[ mood | amused ]

I never meant to be so cold

so im gonna be 16 soon


i dont really care that much anymore


i was thinking lately... i may have fallen apart, but i think i'm rebuilding, slowly but surely.

emo is my friend lately


i already did most of my homework but i still have world civ to do. boo.


Today was pretty good. French was easy. Algebra was easy. Directed Study doesn't have a point. Bio was tres fun. Mr Cote was high. I'm dead serious. He kept forgetting what he was saying. He answered my questions and then asked me what my question was. He got fascinated by the table. His eyes were bloodshot.
Sooo funny
Me and Gianna didn't take advantage of that at all
cuz we're good kids like that

so andrew is coming home soon
woo
i sorta miss him
a lot


anyways i gotta go finish my world civ shit




later

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another survey [06 Feb 2005|09:26pm]
(x) snuck out of the house
(x) gotten lost in your city
(x) seen a shooting star
(x) been to any other countries besides the united states
(x) had a serious surgery
( ) taken a shower with a member of the opposite sex
(x) gone out in public in your pajamas
( ) kissed a stranger
(x) hugged a stranger
( ) been in a fist fight
( ) been arrested
(x) done drugs
(x) had alcohol
(x) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose
(x) pushed all the buttons on an elevator
( ) made out in an elevator
(x) swore at your parents
(x) kicked a guy where it hurts
( ) been in love
( ) been close to love
(x) been to a casino
( ) been skydiving
( ) ran over an animal and killed it
(x) broken a bone
(x) given someone a bruise
(x) skinny-dipped
(x) skipped school
( ) flashed someone
( ) had oral surgery
(x) played spin the bottle
(x) gotten stitches
( ) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
(x) been to Niagara Falls
(x) gotten the chicken pox
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
( ) kissed a member of the same sex
( ) crashed into a friend's car
( ) been to Japan
(x) ridden in a taxi
( ) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
( ) stole something from your job
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
(x) been to Europe
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) been married
( ) gotten divorced
( ) had children
( ) seen someone die
( ) been to Africa
(x) Driven over 400 miles in one day
(x) Been to Canada
( ) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
( ) Thrown up in a bar
(x) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) Eaten Sushi
(x) Been snowboarding
(x) Been moshing at a concert
( ) graduated college
( ) done hard drugs


looks like i got some work to do

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such a good weekend [06 Feb 2005|02:34pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

amazing weekend



first off, went to the movies with kat and saw white noise. it was soooo fucking scary. then walked around the mall with kat, lyric, samm, and her boyfriend that i cant currently remember the name of. So that was waaay fun.

Then yesterday







gianna marie was in the hizzouse. we sat around, went in the snow...almost went sledding but the snow scared of the snow cuz it reminded me of dead people. dont ask. went inside, ate EVERYTHING we could find and played card games and watched tv. it was amazing

woke up, played more card games


then she left like half an hour ago



it sounds lame but it was waaaay fun.


anyways, i just thot i'd let you know. mwaahhhh
laterrr

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stolen from erica [30 Jan 2005|11:10am]
[ mood | mischievous ]

:x: Name = Laura
:x: Tattoos = not yet
:x: Piercings = two in each ear
:x: Height = 5'9
:x: Shoe size = 9.5
:x: Hair color = brown with red
:x: Eye color = brown
:x: Siblings = 4 brothers and 1 sister
Last:
:x: Movie you rented = nypolian Dynomite and you drive me crazy
:x: CD you bought/burned = the used
:x: Song you listened to = lets go by trick daddy
:x: T.V. show you've watched = all eyes on 50 cent
:x: thing you bought = clothes

Do:
:x: You have a crush? = yes
:x: You wish you could live somewhere else? = most of the time
:x: You want more piercings = yup my tounge and belly button
:x: You like roller coasters = fuck yeah! i went on every roller coaster in bush gardens with marissa
:x: Long distance relationships. = eh suck
:x: Driving drunk = i would never. its the stupidest thing ever. people that drunk drive need to go to hell. just look what happened to tony
:x: Ever cried over a boy = of course. who hasnt?
:x: Ever been lied to.= too many times
:x: Ever been arrested = no! police love me

:x: What Are you scared of = old bridges, spiders, and im deathly afraid of sharks

Number:
:x: Of hearts I have broken? i dont think i have the power to break someones heart
:x: Of people I could trust with my life? 2 maybe 3
:x: Of scars on my body? too many to count
:x: Of things in my past that I regret? i try not to regret anything

Do you think you are:
:x: Funny = i can be
:x: Loveable = sometimes if im not PMSING
:x: Caring = i think i might care too much
:x: Dorky = who isnt

Favorite:
:x: 4 letter word: snap or lame
:x: Actor/Actress: Jude Law/ Julia Roberts
:x: Color(s): blue
Person who last:
:x: Saw you cry: Marissa or my mom probably

Have you ever:
:x: Said "I love you"= yes
:x: Kept a secret from everyone. = yes
:x: Cried during a movie = omg all the time
:x: Planned your week based on the TV Guide: thats wicked lame
:x: What time is it now?: 11:19
:x: Apples or bananas?: apples
:x: Blue or red?: blue
:x: Walmart or target?: target
:x: Spring or Fall?: spring
:x: What are you gonna do after you finish this?: shower
Last:
:x: Noise you heard?: something falling over in my garage
:x: Time you went out of state?: the week before christmas
:x: Do you believe in love at first sight?: lust at first sight
:x: Do you want children one day & if so, how many?:i want like 2 or 3

Other Info:
:x: Criminal record?: clean
:x: Do you speak any other languages?: je parle francais parce-que de pepka
:x: Last book you read: shopaholic and sister (i cried at the end)
:x: Who you love: my friends and family
:x: How old do you look? i've been called everything from 13-25
:x: What makes you happy?: music, shopping, friends
Have You Ever:
:x: Thought you were going to die: no
:x: Stolen Anything: nope
:x: Cheated On A Test: yes
:x: Been In The Hospital: yes
:x: Let a friend cry on your shoulder: yes
:x: Never slept during the night: yes
:x: Been to camp: oh ya
:x: Screamed at someone you love: yea
:x: Stayed on the phone for over 3 hours: duhhhhhhhhh what girl hasn't?

later!

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damn homie! in high school you was the man homie. [22 Jan 2005|10:47pm]
[ mood | cold ]

what the fuck happened to you?


whatsup dears. marissa is here as usual:) We watched the best of Tracy Morgan. Funniest guy EVER

so apparently, im not the worst sister ever
so thats good



even better is i got the used cd.

the best is the fact that i got an 86 on my geometery midterm!!!!!!!!


i am so brilliant. hollllllly shit.



this is a boring post.
check ya later




<3<3<3<3<3Lola



hey tony,we love you.

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[20 Jan 2005|06:30pm]
[ mood | apologetic ]

i can honestly
and whole heartedly say


I am sorry that I am the worst sister ever

I never meant to hurt you. I just wanted you to like me again and show you I can be just as much fun as your friends.

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don't worry. i wont be going back [20 Jan 2005|09:53am]
[ mood | bored ]

Sup journalfucks

Just got home from my beautiful biology midterm. it was horrendous.

Marissa came over yesterday after midterms and we had a grand old time.


Lately, I've been longing to go somewhere thats name shall stay a secret, but as of Sunday, I realized I'm not going back there. I'm not welcome there. Theres nothing for me there.
ugh sorry I'm being emo.


Speak of emo, I love the used and my chemical romance lately. They are very very good. I'm not losing my ghetto roots though. The Game is really good and Kanye is still amazing.


So yeah channel 99 turned into MTV2 instead of the health channel. I love it. Soo much.
I want to go to a collision course(?) concert. Thatd be sooo sick.

I want to just go to a concert in general. Haven't been to a real one since yellowcard in november except the all eyes show at the PC but I don't think that counts.


Jay-z is ugly. But its ok. He's adorable in the numb/encore video.




--Laura

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laaaaame [16 Jan 2005|03:33pm]
Stage Name: The Black One

How Old are you? 15 (almost sixteen)

What area of performing arts are you into? acting and dancing

Number of shows been in: seven (including DI)

First show: Super Straws

First show with a [big] part: Super Straws. I was awesome. And the play I can't remember its name. I was the gardener. Not a huge part but I had my own song!

Favorite show (based on script reading, CD, acting in it, or seeing it, etc): Aladdin.

Favorite show been in: The stuff under the couch DI thing

Least favorite show been in: Scroog! The Blue Habibi fruit DI thing

Show done most times in separate productions: uhh none

Most recent show: Guys and Dolls

Do you keep a "Theatre Role Dream List"?: No

If yes, what parts do you want the most, as of now?: Anything in the wizard of oz

Have you ever reached any of your dream list goals?: i havnt written one

What is your goal, ultimately, in the performing arts?: To be on stage. period.

"Funnest" show: Guys and dolls

The Show that was your "turning point": didnt have one

What training have you had?: foothills theatre

what are your strongest aspects? Crying

What is your weakest point? singing

Do you have a professional resume? nope!

Do you use it? no

Have you ever been in a professional show? nope

What is more important to you, fame or riches (you HAVE to pick one. no fair saying "neither"): riches.


laaaaaame

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[16 Jan 2005|02:48pm]
[ mood | drained ]

I really need to stop sucking at school and maybe pay attention once in awhile

So I'm gunna get 100s on all my midterms

Oh ya I am.

Friday was a half day spent with grenham. When we came to my house MY POWER WAS OUT. I kept being stupid like "oh the tvs not working so lets watch a movie"

I know I'm brilliant.

Went to the show at the Polish Club. Saw Days Dreamt, Penrose, All Eyes, The Proposal, and Automatic Tommy. Saw Rossiter and that was cool. Hes a cool kid. Came home, went to bed

I went shopping yesterday with my momma. Bought some perfume, 2 purses (YAY), and a pair of jeans. Hot stuff. Then watched Anchorman. Funny movie.

First midterms are English and French. Ughhhh. English is gonna KILL me. So many vocab words, so much MLA.

Good news is I'm exempt from my Health final. That was a good class. Oh well.

So yeah life is pseudo good.

I'm gonna be 16 soon...sweeeeeeeeet. I am a horrible driver. Its sad.

I kind of miss having andrew around...but its ok. He never stays away for long

 

 

Anyways. Have a good day ladies and gents
Your hostess with the mostest,
Lola Elizabeth

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[01 Jan 2005|07:07pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

So this new year started off pretty badly familywise.

Friendwise, I've got the best.

Hey tyler guess what! I LOVE YOU

So...had my party. it was good.

hey jess barnard! I LOVE YOU

 

anyways resolutions

  1. Speak my mind but don't make people cry because of it
  2. Cut back on illegal activity
  3. Take the digicam everywhere
  4. Learn to forgive
  5. Drink more water (Its apparently good for you. Who knew?)
  6. Learn to use my skateboard
  7. Be less superficial
  8. Make new friends
  9. Get my permit
  10. Pass Sophmore Year
  11. Quit lying about my feelings
  12. Update this journal regularly again

 

I like number 12 the best.

much love

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HOLY SHIT ITS LAURA [21 Dec 2004|04:36pm]
[ mood | drained ]

Hey babes. Its me.


Wow.


I have nothing to say, but I'm bored outta my mind and decided to update.

I don't think I can leave GTown. I love my hoes and bitches and pimps too much.


ok so christmas is soon. its crazy. i still need to buy my mommy something!!


im so sick still. i really need to get better. this is pissing me off.



speaking of pissing me off...no lets not got there. That'll take to long to type.


ykno, i cry too much.




woww this is a happy post.






"what every girl wants and dreams about is boys and revenge"


so true

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